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Lahore, Pakistan. Then.
Misbah is a dreamer and storyteller, newly married to Toufiq in an arranged match. After their young life is shaken by tragedy, they come to the United States and open the Cloud’s Rest Inn Motel, hoping for a new start.
Juniper, California. Now.
Salahudin and Noor are more than best friends; they are family. Growing up as outcasts in the small desert town of Juniper, California, they understand each other the way no one else does. Until The Fight, which destroys their bond with the swift fury of a star exploding.
Now, Sal scrambles to run the family motel as his mother Misbah’s health fails and his grieving father loses himself to alcoholism. Noor, meanwhile, walks a harrowing tightrope: working at her wrathful uncle’s liquor store while hiding the fact that she’s applying to college so she can escape him—and Juniper—forever.
When Sal’s attempts to save the motel spiral out of control, he and Noor must ask themselves what friendship is worth—and what it takes to defeat the monsters in their pasts and the ones in their midst.
Where do I even begin? All My Rage made me angry but so incredibly hopeful. It was 300+ pages of pain that I didn’t know I needed. I found myself frequently crying because her writing is so powerful. This is a book that captures grief and loss, betrayal and forgiveness, rage and peace. AMR captured the essence of what the “American Dream” looked like to those who had to fight against all odds to create it. While I am not Pakistani and I am not Muslim, I connected with the racism, xenophobia, and expectations that come with children who have immigrant parents.
Watching Salahudin struggle to keep the only stability in his life from slipping through his fingers was enough to make me crack in half. Noor struggling to prove to herself that she’s worthy of a good life despite the odds filled me so deeply with pain that I just wanted to hold her through the pages. Resonating with Misbah while she made mistakes and trying so hard to fix them made me look at how I view motherhood.
This book explores how vulnerable we are, even to those who are closest to us… and how even the smallest betrayal can change the course of your life forever. Salahudin, Noor, and Misbah open their souls to us through this novel and really shows us how far we are willing to go for those that we love. It shows us how even people with the best intentions make mistakes – but it’s through that love that keeps our bonds strong.
Mentioned: Child sexual assault
Described: Drug overdose, drug dealing, death of parent, financial instability, law enforcement
Graphic: Child abuse, alcoholism, bullying, racism, Islamophobia
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
SABAA TAHIR (AUTHOR)
#1 New York Times bestselling author of the An Ember in the Ashes series, which has been translated into over thirty-five languages. She grew up in California’s Mojave Desert at her family’s eighteen-room motel. There, she spent her time devouring fantasy novels, raiding her brother’s comic book stash, and playing guitar badly. She began writing An Ember in the Ashes while working nights as a newspaper editor. She likes thunderous indie rock, garish socks, and all things nerd.
A professional author since 2015 and a journalist before that, Sabaa’s books have sold more than a million copies worldwide, are New York Times and international bestsellers, and have been honored by TIME Magazine on a list of the 100 best fantasy books of all time. Her work has appeared on numerous best books of the year lists including: Amazon, Buzzfeed, The New York Public Library, Indigo, Barnes & Noble, Hypable, Paste, Bustle, LA Weekly, The Wall Street Journal, TIME and Entertainment Weekly.
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